Why I`ve been away....

Grandma has been in the hospital and my brain has been underwater the whole time. Its really hard to do much of anything but worry. I know its not helpful.
I go and see her and try to feel better- but really I just cant wait til she`s home.
She means SOOOOO much to me, its nuts. I appriceate her SO much.
It didnt take this happening to realize, I knew it all along. I`m always aware that life is short- not everyone else seems to be that aware of that... now they appricceate her...now they`re respectful.
I always keep in mind- you can lose what you love in an instant.
Enjoy it now. Life is going by.