Hello Kitty Shoes and me :D

Sk8-Hi D-lo Style-

Of Course , I had to have theese.

And also these....

I love them and they match my HK tattoo on my arm <3

I love matching myself :) Whee!

I also did some hairdye...

Coming in my next post- hair project !

Whooty whoot!

SO excited for them to come !

Queenie and Flowers on an 80 degree May day in Minnesota :)

Paw and dandilion

Who can resist the cuteness?

Smiley pants!

My purty girl :)

:D Smiles and a busy day!

Gettin organized.

Putting together the supplies I need for this photoshoot/video day that I`m having so that I can finish my Project Runway Application and send it in tomorrow so it will get there on time...what a novel idea ey?
It has NOT been real easy. At Project Runway, they dont play. They mean business and so do I - gotta use your brain and be smart and not half-ass somtehing like this. I cant even describe how extremely, bewilderingly shocked, happy and empowered getting chosen would be. Keeping my feet on the ground, not going to get excited at this point but as allways will do my best. Boy I guess I do sound nervous/rambling here...time to start the errands of today!

:D
Be happy- frowns make wrinkles :(
lol
-Connie

Pleasant Update time

Reading that last entry...woah.
Heavy man.
So glad she IS home now and doing MUCH better. What a WAY too close call.

Focusing on my life right now, for a little while, for a change. Just seeing how it turns out.
Putting all my time and energy into getting my projects, my errands, my dreams in the works.
So hard to not say yes to helping everyone else right away and explain I need a little me in my life.

Filling out a Project Runway Season 9 Application, trying to not be too worried about making it perfect, otherwise I`ll never just let it be finished and send it in. Need to make a video! Ahh...so not good at that type of thingy... boy oh boy....no matter how it turns out- its been fun filling it out and learning about myself in the process. I wanted to be 100% honest and real and it really made me think thoroughly about all of my answers. I love that show *tear* :) I wonder if they`ll like me and give me a shot?
No worries, not getting my hopes set or anything just fun to try. I know that I will try next year if they don`t like me this year and I can only be better then :) Even if I never get picked I will march on and just keep getting the word out on my own of all the neat things I think of and want to do. I am a good person and one way or another my dreams will come true if I keep working real hard.

I appriceate all I have, all who love me and all I have expeirenced.
Life is an adventure and I am savoring it ! :D
Take care,
-Connie

Why I`ve been away....

Grandma has been in the hospital and my brain has been underwater the whole time. Its really hard to do much of anything but worry. I know its not helpful.
I go and see her and try to feel better- but really I just cant wait til she`s home.
She means SOOOOO much to me, its nuts. I appriceate her SO much.
It didnt take this happening to realize, I knew it all along. I`m always aware that life is short- not everyone else seems to be that aware of that... now they appricceate her...now they`re respectful.
I always keep in mind- you can lose what you love in an instant.
Enjoy it now. Life is going by.