Sorry I be slackin...

I`ve been sick.
Its no excuse, ok yes it is....i was real sick. In the E.R. sick.
and really demotivated and tired and sad lately.
But i love christmas, and snow and the warmfuzzy nights watching classics like, - Home Alone
-Christmas Vacation -How the Grinch Stole Christmas and endless DVR recorded Doogie Howser and The Wonder Years     just to keep things on track to normal.
Promise i`ll do a good photo included update real soon.
No one is reading this so who cares right ?
heh :)
with love,
-Me.

Vintage t.v. viewing...........Doogie Howser- First Blogger ever.

Cold night...
Perfect for watching some Doogie Howser M.D.... thank you "HUB" network.
I love your choices.
This episode a gangsta thug is holding up the conveinence store Vinnie is working at..
Doogie is talking the guy into taking off his hat and sunglasses (at night mind you) ..
now vinnie has the gun ! no vinnie no!

Now its a cliffhanger...
This really hits home because today I found out that a kid that used to come over to our house drove from St. Louis Park, MN to Iowa and robbed 2 conveinence stores. He killed 2 women that did excactly what he said, 17 year old kid. Michael Richard Swanson.
 He wanted money and they gave it to him. He was wearing a ski mask but still killed these innocent women including a mother of 10 children just so they wouldnt identify him or call the police! They wouldnt have been able to kid YOU HAD A SKI MASK ON ! Why ?
Why?
Why did you think this was a good plan ?
He had a warrant put out yesterday for stealing a car already.
My mom is shocked, she found him in our house a few years ago when my brothers were asleep, he was playing video games even though his host was asleep and he wouldnt leave.
So scary to see how close we could`ve been to being hurt by this disturbed child.
I`m glad he`s away and cant hurt anyone else but his life ended too when he did that and it breaks my heart.
My thoughts and prayers are with those families.
I`m sorry nothing was done sooner.

what do I do....

What am i all about?
What do i do? What fuels me?
I take photos ....
sew clothes.....
read magizenes.....
listen to music...
think........dream.....ponder.....
watch movies and my favorite shows
I dream of having my line of clothing selling in stores to many neat girls....
I dream of my photos being admired by many and purchased in galleries at fancy openings....
I dream of my vision and eye and thoughts being expressed and displayed and understood by people with like minds and interests.
I dream of being able to survive on selling what I have created and can show with my own two hands...I want to be proud of what I have done and for many things I am...
I dream of not having to worry that I wont have money for food by the middle of the month....
I dream of being able to buy people Christmas gifts,.....just one year not having to say I`m sorry I`m broke....
I dream of not being afraid that I cant afford what I need...
and that is why i must succeed.

I wish our currency was kindness instead of money, i have plenty of good intentions.
take care. -Connie

My red coat

My orange coat

My arms. heh :D

CHLOE ! You are my sunshine.... I love you sunshine ! :D

In some vintage magazines, throughout my life long hippie photo/outfit quest, I have seen cream embroidered dresses- on bridgette bardot babydoll models, one day..I realized there was a new player in town..Chloe.
I love this line. I want theese on a warm summers day in 1967 in my Chevy Nova in the country...
Feelin it.
Theese photos are what I`m talkin bout yo.
From style.com Spring 2006

Perfecto!

I LOVE RAINBOWS ! You should too :D

MrsJustinbieber made this one

Anyone who knows me at all knows that I really really love rainbows. Anything at all rainbow I MUST have- and Rainbow Brite, my FAVORITE (and one of my kids arm tattoos) is the neatest ever. I found some super cool rainbow pretty pictures, most I couldnt find credits for- if you want credit just let me know. But oooooeee theese make me so warm and fuzzy inside !

Here is where it begins, making up for lost time-

I`ve always wanted nothing more than I want the world to see things from my eyes, to understand me.
There weren`t always easy blog or website making tools when I should`ve been starting this as a lonely kid. Instead I used a huge, VHS-tape holding video camera to make music videos, my dual tape deck  and the radio to make mix tapes, and sulked lonely in the corner and wrote in my many diaries, thoughts I couldn`t finish. I want to organize, edit, make sense of it all and gain new perspective.

Here we begin :D